3rd house Awareness to Pluto’s 4th house Departing Message pt1

I’ve found it quite coincidental that Mercury was retrograde ( I have Mercury retrograde natally in Pisces), Saturn and the North Node were all in Scorpio in my 3rd house and of course Pluto forming an exact square to Uranus who is transiting my 8th house, during Pluto’s last weeks in my 4th house.

What has occurred to me during this time is that having a Pluto-Uranus conjunction means whatever house or planet in the sign of Scorpio is not only ruled by Pluto and co-ruled by Mars, but it is also greatly influenced by Uranus. I’m sure I mentioned it before but if I did not, I was born just 3 days before one of the exact conjunctions so these to heavy hitters energies work like one. For me Scorpio is on my 3rd house which has Neptune conjunct the South Node.

Secretive, combative, confusing, detached, manipulative, jealous communication inflamed by alcohol and sexual abuse. Donna Van Toen in her book “The Astrologer’s Node Book” says that the 3rd house is education for survival. From another resource which I don’t remember where I got this from “…job or health of the mother”. Hmm…

Now who does the child get this education from and I mean before they go to pre-school or kindergarten? Their parents or legal guardians. And what planets/signs/axis are representative ofย  the parents? Moon/Cancer/generally the 4th house for the mother, Saturn/Capricorn/10th house for the father.

I find it ironic that she uses the word “survival” in describing the 3rd house as the first thing I think of when I hear the word “survival” is being in a life or death scenario and fighting like hell to ensure that one stays on the “life” side of the equation. I bet that’s because of having Scorpio on the 3rd with the ruler in the 1st, co-ruler in the 8th. It really has been and continues to be a battle (Mars) to keep my mind (Mercury) from slipping into the abyss (Neptune) because of absolutely shocking (Uranus) communication (Mercury)and actions (Mars) from those that society teaches to honor (Saturn) and were supposed to love and protect you (Moon-4th/Saturn-10th house axis).

I tie the Moon into to this because my 3rd house Neptune-South Node conjunction, squares my 12th house Moon and 6th house Venus and opposes my 9th house North Node. This grand square has affected my life more than my mutable t-square across the angular houses (1st/7th/10th) probably because it’s in fixed signs. It’s like no matter which direction I move in somebody in my life is not gonna be happy and I’m not gonna be happy or healthy…that is if I continue to follow the status quo. According to Steven Forrest in “The Book of Pluto”ย  “…Born with a Pluto-Uranus aspect in the natal chart, a person has made a bid for freedom…” Oh shit, I wonder if on a unconcious level they knew this especially as I began to talk and be curious about my environment? This is probably when the dissolution of my true personality began.

So on Oct 21st, the Taurus Moon conjuncting my North Node set off my t-square. I’m sure in cahoots with Pluto to force me finally do something I should have done a very long time ago-expose my mother and father’s behavior to my mother’s side of the family which I did on November 1st-the day of the 4th exact Uranus/Pluto square. True to form, it was a sudden (Uranus) communication of a secret of a sexual nature (Pluto/Scorpio) and alcoholism (Neptune/Pisces) that I had carried around inside for 34 years.

To be continued…

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It's me MsFullroller from YouTube and my blog CeraIsis formerly named Earth Wind Fire nd Flow and my new blog Pluranian RamBull!ings.

Posted on December 5, 2013, in Uncategorized and tagged , , , , , , , , , , . Bookmark the permalink. 3 Comments.

  1. Hallelujah! Me too now! Pluto has finally crossed that cusp threshold. I’ve been rereading Jeff Green’s Pluto book to prepare (again and again)… but is one ever prepared for Pluto?

    Your strength inspires mine. This time in our lives is creative (5th house) on a primal (Pluto) level. And with Uranus in the 8th, that essence of primal rebirth is increased. Just found a new astro blog which had some very intriguing insights on the 8th house… saw your gravatar there ๐Ÿ˜€ on a post about the 1st or 12th house. can’t recall which one. I saw you and went yay! I can be so innocent at times!

    Hope you are well, you know, as well as this sort of mojo alllows you to be. If anyone can handle this sort of transformation and survive it while landing on our feet, it’s the Pluto/Uranus in the 1st folks!

    Rock on! Don’t let the effing world crush your indomitable spirit!

    • Grinning big time for you!! Thanks for the reminder to go back to that book. No one is totally prepared for Pluto but I think he likes the fact that we are preparing. ๐Ÿ˜‰

      I’m looking forward to this “primal creative” time as you call it (love that) and I know you are as well as you are already super creative.

      Thanks for asking, I’m well…just trying to process what has gone on in the last few weeks and not let my chart get me down. So thanks again so much for your words of wisdom and support. And right back atcha astro Sis! Hope things are going well for you as well.

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